July 4, 2010

Thanks for being who you are.

1. J______
You were my first, but not my love. I was in year 9 and you were in year 10. I was very attracted to you, but we only lasted for a month. We used to speak on the phone every night, and I used to see you every morning. I remembered everytime I saw your face, my heart would've skipped a beat. But now, we no longer speak, we walk right past each other as though we were strangers. Do you even remember me? Or know who I am at all? Whatever you are doing, I wish you the very best.

2. A___
I don't remember much with you. It was so long ago. I don't know what happened, we were never going to work. We were 2 completely different people, from 2 completely different worlds. I remembered you really scared me when we broke up. I was really afraid of you. But now, I hear that you are apparently happily married and is very successful with your newly launched photography career. I am happy for you. Goodluck.

3. M______
We've been friends for so long, I never thought going out with you would've ruined our friendship. You are now on the other side of the world, I really miss you. Your retarded way of talking, your stupid jokes. Your korean laugh. I miss our friendship. I hope you can come back one day =) We all miss you very much.

4.B____
1 word, YUCK. I cannot believe I ever even dated you. You are one dirty junkie, no life bum. What was I thinking. You are so effed up by drugs. I see you around and I don't even want to admit that I know you. You are a no life, no future guy. How old are you now? 26? And all i see is you bumming at CC, pokies. YUCK.

5.A____
You have changed a lot. You were so cute and adorable back then, but now, you are just whipped. We never dated, but we were very close, I never thought we would stop being friends. You know, I really miss our nightly msn talks. Shame to say, we can't even be friends anymore. I hope you have a good life & stay true to yourself. I miss your company at times, but it was all in the past. Sighs..

6. G_____
I don't know where you have disappeared to, nor do I care. I am glad I saw right through you before I got too involved with you. You came into my life and messed me up. I don't care about you. No life, no friends, no future is what you have.

7. M______
Wow, I still have you on msn but we never talk after the day we broke up - can we even say we dated? I wonder how you are. I see you are still in that whole raving scene. I hope you live a good life and maybe one day, we can speak properly again.

8.V_______
YOU. I dont know what to say about you. I miss you as a friend, but I also hate you for existing. You changed a lot. I still think about you sometimes, just missed the way how we used to talk and hang out. What happened to us - we were so complicated. Remember when I came to see you that time & you were with him .. who would've thought I ended up going with him... I hope you are well. We talk from time to time, but it's just really blunt and awkward. I haven't seen you since that time at strathfield a year and a half ago. I was pretty shocked when I saw you.

9.K_____
My love. My very first love. My very first heart break.
We've been through so much together, it is really shameful to say, its all in the past now. You are still in my thoughts all the time. You really affected me. You taught me a lot. You mean a lot to me, I am really thankful to have had you in my life. You are someone that I will never forget, someone who I will always care about. Someone who I can never turn my back on. I know you don't read this, but just so you know, up until today, I still care about you very much & just so you know, if you ever want to talk, I will always be there for you. Always & Forever was the pinky promise I made to you. Even though our love no longer exists, I made a promise to you & a promise is a promise.

10.E____
You are the worst mistake I have ever made in my life. I hate you, so much. I hate every part of you. I hate everything about you. I hate what you did to me.. I ABSOLUTELY LOATHE YOU. You are a terrible person who has no respect, you are dirty, shifty and you make dirty money. You are one disgusting being who should be kept behind bars. Stay away from me you disgusting dirty boy. You have done more than enough damage to my life. I hope karma bites your ass back one day .. and I hope that day comes soon.

11.H____
You are one special person & I am glad I am with you. Being with you is so easy, we only ever fight about one thing. But besides that, we are almost perfect. You care about me, and I am so comfortable with you. You are amazing. There's a part of you that nobody else can understand or even see except me. That's why you are so special to me. Despite all the fights and arguments we go through, I am still really thankful to have you.

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