In a blink of an eye.

Lately, not much has happened. Just having a lot of chilling sessions with Henry. Catching up with friends and stuff. Just been having a very laid back life.

Last Friday, after Henry went Sexpo, we  randomly decided to head to Zaia. I haven't gone down to the clubs since my birthday. Neither Henry or I was dressed for the part, nevertheless, we still decided to go. Luckily theme of the night was "Jungle Fever", and given some cargo printed bandana and some face paint - I was actually in theme for the night, hahaha.

I think I am getting too old for the clubs, I didn't have the greatest time there. But it was nice to see everyone again :) It was Faye & Tim's birthday on the night, so a lot of familiar faces were around.  That was nice :)

Came across some photo's from G&G's wedding a few weeks back, I was looking at it and realised. I look so short standing next to my boyfriend >.< I knew I was short, but THAT was just TRAGIC.

I am just rambling on about stuff, not much to talk about.

Henry and I are working things out fine, I must admit, ever since she stop butting into our lives ( or I hope she has) Henry and I had been going great! Although we still have our little goes here and there, everything else has never been better! But the thing is, I've been seeing him almost everyday since he's been on holidays. lol.

Quick Update

I am at work atm, its actually a pretty busy day, I needed a break from all those emails& data that I've been going through since this morning, so I thought I'd sneak in here for a quick update.

Not much has been happening this week. Henry's officially on his 6 week holiday :) what a lucky boy! Yesterday was our 8 months, he came to pick me up from work and brought me kernals popcorn & easyway as a treat. hahaha :) I love my easyways! Went to his family friends resturant near my house for dinner. The food was sooo yummmm .  Too bad didn't take any photos.

Ermm, I think thats about it for now. When I think of something else, I will blog again.

BTW, my pc at home crash again. So won't be updating for awhile. :(

takecares & goodluck all HSC people!

I did not dislike you, until now.

I don't want to sound like a bitch saying this, but that girl has some serious attention seeking issues.


First of all, when you have a fight with your boyfriend, why would you call up your exes current girlfriend for some " talking" and then at the same time asking your ex to go over to their house for some comfort? That is like major attention seeking. What has it got to do with us that you had a fight with your boyfriend? And of all people, why would you call the ex?


And second of all, would you stop acting as though you are the victim here? " Boohoo, I don't want to get involve in your issues with your boyfriend." Open your eyes, if you haven't realise, YOU are the issue. Your continuous butting into my business with my boyfriend IS the issue. So what if I told my boyfriend to not be friends with you anymore? He was willing to do it for me, keep complaining and whine about it. It's not going to make a difference. What's done is done. SUCK IT UP. 


What has it got to do with you whether I am around my boyfriend or not? What has it got to do with you whether I was going to be at his brothers wedding or not? What has it got to do with you what goes on between me & his life? Why do you need to keep asking my boyfriend whether I am around him or not?


Thirdly, when will you get through to your mind that the past is the past? YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. Maybe you should spend more time with your boyfriend instead of analysing who treated your ex better. 


" You never did this for me, as you are doing it for her."
"I did this and that for you. I bought you this and that. Did she? " .
" You don't know how much I wanted you back."
" You've found someone you loved more."
" I wanted to hug you and be in your arms at defqon."
" I loved you."


So WHAT? Get it through to your head, yous are over. Your guilt tripping ways aren't going to work anymore. You are so manipulative, its disgusting.


Fourthly, what makes you think that saying stuff like, "oh I guess what people said about you was true." was going to affect me in anyway? Unlike you, I am not as two faced and I don't go around bitching about everyone behind their backs and then acting like you are friends with them. If I don't like someone, I am not scared to say it to their face. I had nothing against you until you kept playing mind games with my boyfriend.


Are you seriously THAT desperate? 
How much attention do YOU need? 
Doesn't your boyfriend give you enough attention? 


I admit, my boyfriend has his faults too. But just because he triggers it, doesn't mean you have to play along with it. Do you have commitment issues ? Have some respect for yourself and your boyfriend.


" The grass is always greener on the other side. "
I think that phrase suits you better. 


Now, please stop butting into me & my boyfriends' life. 


You can complain and bitch to who ever you want. 
Call me a bitch, a fake. Whatever. I really don't care. 


Because I am soooooo damn fake that I actually confront you about my issues with you.

being blinded by the truth.

I feel like the biggest idiot right now. How stupid was I to actually think that you could actually behave yourself. thanks for doing all that shit behind my back.
FUCK YOU
and
FUCK HER.

Seriously, THANKS SO FUCKN VERY MUCH!

This means War Blair, between me and you, no limits.

The other night, I watched the final episode of " Can't buy me love",for those who don't know, its a TVB series. And I must say, the ending was quite disappointing. It seemed as though it was dragged on. Oh wells. Nevertheless, Charmaine Sheh is still so pretty. 

Anyways, went Lincraft to do some shopping after work today with Henry.  Apparently there is no longer a Lincraft at QVB. They moved to a bigger place across the road at York Street. Walking into Lincraft reminded me of my mum, because of all the fabrics and things. My mum used to be a pattern maker, she used to be able to make any types of clothing. Majority of my family worked in that industry, so seeing fabrics and materials brought a closer feeling to home. 

After we got our things from Lincraft, Henry and I went to Gloria Jeans for some chill coffee session. Honestly, I absolutely love sitting in coffee shops. I can be there for hours and hours just to sit, and read my favourite book. Anyways, I was being a pain in the ass for Henry today, I couldn't decide what I wanted, I just kept changing my mind. After changing my mind for probably about 10 times, I decided on a Creme Brulee and Henry settled for an Ice Chocolate. Seriously, no other place makes ice chocolates like Gloria Jeans does, they are just AMAZING! And my Creme Brulee, it was such an energy boost.

We just sat and talked, and shared a cheesecake. For some reason, that New York Cheesecake didn't taste like the ones I had before, maybe its because after the Ricotta Cheesecake I got for my birthday, my expectations of cheesecakes has gone higher. 

Everyone, you have to try this Ricotta Cheesecake from Haberfield.

IT IS ORGASMIC! 

When it was time for Henry to go back to work, ( it sucks to be him having to work such long hours, boohoo) we left and walked back to his work. And  I left for home. 

Gotten back to the area and thought it would've been a good idea to drop by the office. WORST MISTAKE EVER! My boss asked me to go in on Saturday for some workplace training. SATURDAY? Boo boo. Luckily I don't live too far from work so I guess thats alright.

Now I've started on the new series call " The comeback clan" I hope its good, even though there's not really any amazing cast on it. Oh wells.

Hmm, I think I should head to bed now, Henry's calling and telling me that I brag on too much and should become a reporter, thanks babe! Love you too!

Henry's going on a 6 week holiday starting next week, jealous level 1000! BOO YOU WHORE.

behind every fake smile is a backstabbing bitch.

I am actually pretty angry right now. Considering some people are actually quite effed up in the head. Just because you hear something, doesn't mean its true. Assumptions are not facts.

I am a straightforward person, if I don't like you. I will tell you. I don't need to go around making the extra effort trying to "pretend" to like someone. It's unnecessary and its also stupid. If you think that I was just pretending to be friendly with you, then let me just tell you that you are so wrong & I am not stupid enough to waste my time on useless stuff like that. Pretending is for cowards who are afraid to show their true self.

And secondly, Why do people say or do unnecessary things to other people just for their own entertainment ? Like, don't you have better things to do?!? Yeah, the person you are leeching entertainment off might be fooled by you, but don't you think its a bit stupid to waste time and efforts on things like that? And then like when things fuck up, you come back to tell me that, " oh I just did it for the fun of it. " .. What's so fun about hurting another persons feelings? Are you fucked in the head?

Thirdly, what kind of fucked up people would actually go up to their own ex-boyfriend and talk about the past, implying that they were the better girlfriend. You broke up for a reason, the past remains in the past. Don't go trying to manipulate them & guilt trip them and trying to make them regret, just for your own ego boost.

Lastly, which part of "fuck off" is difficult to understand ? Some people seem like they can't accept the fact that the past remains in the past. They no longer get the attention from that one person like they once had. It seems as though they strive for that attention. And just because people one person has a soft spot for you, doesn't mean you take an advantage of it just for your own leisure. Like go satisfy your own attention seeking hunger somewhere else.

Okay, enough raging.

Time to clean out the rats & those annoying flies.

Rain rain go away, come again another day

Rainy long weekend - I have a feeling its going to be a weekend wasted.

Woke up this morning by my mother's voice, her continuous knocking on my door at 10am in the morning is not my ideal start for a Saturday. Nevertheless, I got up and opened the door for her - she came by my house just to tell me she bought ice cream & dropped off some letters. I guess ice cream is worth the wake, right?!

After my mum left, (mind you, she only stayed for 5minutes, thanks mum) I crawled back into bed... Ahhh, my warm, comfy bed <3 Called up the boyfriend. Phone bummed with him until he had to go off to work and I fell back asleep until 3pm.

A BBQ was suppose to happen today, but it got postponed because of the crappy weather. Great pick for the day Vin! Just kidding.

I don't like wet weather days, it makes me feel down. I woke up this morning feeling like I woke up on the wrong side of bed, the weather affect happened to me almost immediately. Now that I think about it, I pity my boyfriend for having to listening to my 2 hours of whining.

I've been listening to a lot of old Twins songs lately, it brings back a lot of memories. Twins grew with me during my high school years. I remembered back when I used to go Chinese school, every saturday, my two classmates Winnie & Shirley and I would just be sitting there, reading Yes! ( remember that mag? haha ) & talking about HK celebs and listening to Twins, SHE etc.

 
Who else remembers YES! ??

Anyways, Twins .. their songs are great! Their lyrics are amazing, it was them that turned my interest back to the HK music for a couple of years, Twins, Edison Chen, Justin Lo, Janice, Leo Ku, Joey, Eason , How great were they?! Now, its just back to a bunch of ( no offence ) Garbage!...

I miss Hong Kong, I miss the stinky tofu that you can only smell at the end of Lady's Market. I miss the bubble tea in HK. I miss the vibe, the atmosphere. I miss going back home every night with yummy food, drinking asian soup & I miss the fact that HK is so so so convenient! 
 
YUM!

My boyfriend thinks I am weird, I can stand the stinky tofu smell, but I can't stand Durian!.. Eww, Durian.

I also miss glass bottled coke. glass bottled warm vitasoy milk & $5HK Chilli Fishballs. & Fried chestnut only found at the little random stands.

But most of all, I miss home. I miss home cooking, I miss my uncles Tomoto Prawn. I miss my cousins Minced beef pasta, I miss eating shakeshake fries with my little cousin. I miss fighting over the last packet of Lotte Koala Bear. I miss going on the MTR with my auntie. I miss yumcha with the family every saturday arvo at TKW.

I MISS HONG KONG :(

lovelove,
Jenny.