YOURS TRULY.: I have no excuse ; i gotta behave like an adult.

2 days to go until I hit that big TWO ONE. Nervous? Somewhat. Scared? Definitely.
But most of all, clueless.

I no longer have an excuse of acting like a "child" or some stubborn rebellious "teenager". I no longer can "fuck up" . Adult, responsibilities, growing up - the real world.

Every year, I tend to write something about my feelings as turning a year older. But this year? I have nothing TO write. Maybe I just don't want to accept the fact that I am soon to be 21.
" Forever young .. I want to be forever youngggg ... "

20yo bday blog : http://lil-lostie.xanga.com/711126792/happy-birthday-to-me-3/
19yo bday blog :http://lil-lostie.xanga.com/672762236/item/
18yo bday blog: http://lil-lostie.xanga.com/613945219/1st-blog-as-an-18-yr-old-/
- no blog for 17yo - yet it was one of the most memorable birthdays ever. House party*
16yo blog: http://lil-lostie.xanga.com/340951624/item/

WOW.. I GOT MORE & MORE DEPRESS HAHAHAHAHA.

I really hate turning older .

This year, it's going to be the first time I get to spend my birthday with Henry & hopefully, there will be many more to come :) That part I am excited about haha ^^.

While driving back from the city today, saw some very nice sky views and just felt that I needed to capture the pretty moments. It's funny how dust and dawn happens everyday ; but not many people actually sees & pays attention to it everyday.